2005-02-13 - 5:40 p.m.
Well, the anorexia is getting...well, anorexic again. Food is freaking me out in ways that I'd almost forgotten. I went to the grocery store today, on a mission, and I came home with grape tomatoes, soy crisps, and Teddy Grahams. How fucked up is that? Teddy Grahams!?!? I don't even know anymore. So a day goes like this:
Breakfast
EAS Protein Shake-100 cals
Lunch
Soy Crisps or Peanuts-120-160 cals
Pineapple Cup-60 cals
Snack
Fruit Leather-45 cals
Dinner
Half a cheese sandwich or salad-75-135 cals
I just want to get to 98 lbs. Maybe then I'll be happy.
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